Delirios (English version xD)

Mockingbird

2010-03-21T10:28:00.001-07:00

Everybody else is smiling and theirs smiles don't fade...
And you don't even wonder why.. you just don't think that way...

Maybe you and me got lost somewhere,
We can't move on and we can't stay here...
Or maybe we just had enough,
Well, maybe we ain't made for this love
You and me tried everything,
And still that mockingbird won't sing..
(...)

I don't wanna love you now... if you'll just leave someday
I don't wanna turn around... if you'll just walk away... - Rob Thomas

(Nothing personal, of course... just a song I love!)

The Breakdown

2010-03-04T12:09:00.000-08:00

She feels far to gone to stay around
Once fallen apart she still couldn't find her pieces
And thinks "Oh great, here comes the breakdown"
While losing the faith she already misses

He stares at the sky wondering if God ever existed at all,
And if He had, why would He walk away through that door,
Why won't He hold the stars when it seems like they're gonna fall,
"Why do I still cry, when I don't want to anymore?"

And they both said, I once fell in love... and I fell so hard
That I broke my arms, and my legs, and my heart

So she's back in the street and it's getting cold,
It was colder inside anyway so she doesn't seem to care
She says she's now a houndred thousand years old,
And holds on to that dirty smile she used to wear

He sits on the couch and turns the TV on,
"Breaking news: the world kept spinning round while you were standing still"
And he keeps singing that awful song,
And he keeps drawing the blanks he had yet to fill

So they both say, I once fell in love...but nobody caught me
And I lost my nose, and my eyes, and my kness

She thinks that she's given much less than what he was taking,
"Please don't take it too hard on me because I really think I tried"
But there's no use in sewing a heart that was already breaking
"Please don't you ever let me go, 'cause I just might"

And he keeps on smoking the same old cigarrette,
And he fix a drink and still lays there,
Wish she had heard those words he once thought he said,
Wish he had bought those lies she used to swear

And they think, I once fell in love... and I just kept falling
And it broke my smile, and my tears and left me here crawling

So they both look at the sky and wonder if God ever loved them at all,
And if He had, why won't He still hold the stars?
They say they have all fallen down and no one's returning their calls,
They say they have all fallen down except for one

And they both claim, I once fell in love... but I fell the wrong way
So it broke my soul, and my nights and my days.-

3 AM

2010-03-01T03:10:00.000-08:00

She says it's cold outside and she hands me my raincoat
She's always worried about things like that
She says it's all gonna end and it might as well be my fault

And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining

She says "baby
It's 3 am i must be lonely"
When she says baby
"Well i can't help but be scared of it all sometimes"
Says "the rain's gonna wash away, i believe it"

She's got a little bit of something, God it's better than nothing
And in her color portrait world she believes that she's got it all
She swears the moon don't hang quite as high as it used to

And she only sleeps when it's raining
And she screams and her voice is straining

She believes that life is made up of all that you're used to
And the clock on the wall has been stuck at three for days, and days
She thinks that happiness is a mat that sits on her doorway
But outside, it's stopped raining.-

By: Rob Thomas

The Tie

2010-02-25T22:14:00.000-08:00

Woke up today and I didn't know what day it was,
Checked my alarm and it spelled
"Welcome to the end of the world"

So I turn my head around,
Just to figure out that you're gone
You shivered and got dressed still lacking one round,
And I dreamed of you while being alone

Out of all of the places that I've ever known,
I started to wonder just where you might be
Walking without me, yet not on your own
How many tears until love set us free

And in this room,
I promised myself that I would not cry
Not just the groom you'd expect for such bride

And under this moon,
I promised myself that I'd not let you die
Tonight it's too soon to start counting "goodbyes"

So turn your head around now,
And you might find me at the end of the end of a road
So feed me your heart and the scream it outloud
Say we still have that future that no one could bode

So don't go away, that's your love in a way that I could understood
Let's have it your way, we can call it a tie
And if I never told you the truth
It's cause I probably lied.-

One of many

2009-11-20T23:10:00.000-08:00

The last thing I remeber,
Is that I've started to forget
Once upon the coldest night in December
Guess that's when we met

So I figured you were just like the rest,
A lot of romance, and the light of a candle
But then you decided that there was something you liked best,
You were too much of a girl for me to handle

Said "Come with me, I'll show you joy,
We're drawning into the night"
Said "don't be afraid, you little boy,
'Cause I don't (usually) bite"

As the night goes by she stands by the bar,
High heels, blond hair and a golden smile
Said she'd show me heaven if I showed her my car,
I said I'd be pleased if you stayed for a while

And that was, my friend, where the whole deal began
I took the wrong turn under the wrong legs
I guess I was not "that kind of man,
And you were just that kind of girl"

All or nothing

2009-07-12T22:36:00.000-07:00

"You've got all that I need

Looking at all or nothing, baby you and I..

With you I know that I'm good for something, so let's go give it a try

We've got our backs against the ocean, it's just us against the world"

- Theory of a Deadman

I Confess..

2009-07-10T21:46:00.000-07:00

I confess, I might not be the one
Nor the perfect man, or your "once upon a time"
Still I'll be your love for this life,
Change your dreams, make them mine

And I confess that I don't believe in destiny,
But I do trust,
Most of my favorite uncertanties
Never tend to fade this fast

But I confess darling,
Sometimes I wish I was the best of your bests
Love is the sea where we're drawning
And we couldn't care less

So let's hear one of those many songs
That sound much better by your side
Those who dream of love going strong,
Those who never die

Then you claim "Here's my life,
Let me reborn in your laughter
Show me what's under the sky,
In the land of your happy ever after"

And I cofess "This is where mine begins,
The point where I promised what I'd never forget
Yours were the eyes I once longed to see
Even long before we met"

Child's Play

2009-07-10T16:29:00.000-07:00

He remembered the first breath he took,
Twenty springs ago, life was a mistery
Then he takes another look
And finds out about misery

From time to time he wanted to go back,
To the place where the sun was bigger
So much beggin and yet no luck
There's still more concrete than rivers

Where is the one who would sail the world
From the top of his dreams
What happened to the warrior and his sword
And the crown of the king

The night calls and she is willing to answer
Love is in the north, and she's heading south
So she gives up on the heart she swore to conquer
But still holds it's kiss on her mouth

She stands by the window, looking pretty tonight
Still hoping for prince charming
Someone to help her win her fights
Someone who is still not coming

Where is the joy of twelve birds singing
To the princess you once were
It's still early to quit from quitting
She can still get there

Another night goes by,
To hide the smile they once forgot they wear disguise
It's too dark to see the light,
I'm still away from your paradise

So were is the end of the path you lost,
Once upon a time when you were young
Twenty years ago you weren't afraid of ghosts,
Twenty years ago you were strong

Finally she says, so deep in sorrow
"- You haven't arrived and you're already gone"
"- I'll stay for the night I promise, If the world should end tomorrow
we're not to be alone"

"I'm still away from your paradise"

Disloyal order of water buffaloes

2009-07-10T16:21:00.000-07:00

So boycott love,
Detox just to retox

And I'd promise you anything for another shot at life

Imperfect boys, with their perfect lives...

NOBODY WANTS TO HEAR YOU SING ABOUT TRAGEDIES.

- Fall Out Boy

Two strangers in love

2009-04-21T21:27:00.001-07:00

The first time I forgot about misses
Was when we ran out of kisses
And goodbyes
That night when our love grew stronger,
And "forever" lasted (much) longer
In your eyes

The last time I gave up on the world
Was when I touched you and swore,
That without you it's no longer my bussiness
Cause to loose you is a crime
With no reasons or time
For forgiveness

The last time I remembered these words,
Was when, with no shields and no swords
We became just what we dreamt of
That night when you forgot a wish in my bed
That time just after you left,
When we became two strangers in love

Lovers at first sight

2009-03-02T14:24:00.000-08:00

They met once upon a night in a bar
And though they weren't nice enough
They were quite "masters" in the loving art

C'mon i'll join you in this fight
And see how far we get
"I don't fall in love for more than one night"
How much would you bet

He was the "new disaster's diary"
No vocabularies, no stories to unfold
But she was in love with the dictionary
And had always something to be told

Whatever the choice they might make
They would still be wrong
One night stands don't usually last this long
And nor this mistake

But he didn't want marriege, or "mister" or "miss"
And neither did she
They were always after that loveless kiss
And dreams that never were real

And they were soulmates,
Just not so alike
She never trusted her fate
He never wanted to try

And they were less than a shame
But still so strong
Though they never got more than the same
And guessed always wrong

And that's were they got tonight
A couple of strangers with thousands of scars
It's just that lovers at first sight
Never seem to get this far

So let's just go ahead
We can still fix this pain
This walls, this place, this bed
Are the keys to start this crazyness again

I might just be like everyone else

2009-02-28T12:43:00.000-08:00

Tell me what should I do with the pieces

Of the rest of my heart

How many hits, how many misses

To tear us apart

Here goes the same story, all over again

And it doesn't seem to leave me alone

Looks like we've run out of glory, out to the rain

And got cold to the bone

Never get more out of the less,

Keep your tongue to yourself, and an eye on your nose

Not all of my kisses are the best,

But with you they get close

I'm like "Don Juan" with a thousand earthquakes on top

With no pasions or heart

But i'm no "this" or "that", no love, no hope

No fear, no luck.

So I might just be like everyone else,

No more, no less

Sometimes a cloud in the sky, a train with delay

But never enough of the best

And so your eyes speak "where are we going?"

"cause we're getting late"

Just don't get weak as we keep growing

It's still early to be afraid

Sometimes I'm half brother of casualties

I have yet to meet

And others I'm a part of those misteries

We have yet to come clean

So I might just be like everyone else,

No more, no less

Sometimes a cloud in the sky, a train with delay

But never enough of the best

And so your eyes speak "where are we going?"

"cause we're getting late"

Just don't get weak as we keep growing

It's still early to be afraid

Sometimes your north and my south, my east and your west

The dark, the light, this tidy mess

So I might just be like everyone else,

No more, no less.-